hey Juyst thought i would like to tell ya guys from now on i think i am just gona use my fa a my journal so to keep tabs just check my page there link below.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/valeston/

tonight I plan on scanning a shit ton of my art as well as maybe getting a few fursuit designs created tonight as well.

Alright, so I moved out here to Ohio with a few furries, Went to morphicon, Met Sonic blue and a few other furries, Also met Borni, Lunar Moonwolf and made a lot of other new friends and now that summer is finally almost more then half way done and the bills are finally being concord and we are now seeing our funds again Its time has come for me to begin doing the things I came out here to do! Yes ladies and gentle furs and all those who are trans gendered I have put in an order for samples of fur to finally yes FINALLY begin plans for a fursuit! the plans and design will begin once I determine what I am planning to order and hopefully between my head and a fursuiter I am living with now (no names yet) the end result will be endlessly adorable the effect I hope to accomplish is something that which resemble a plushie but since It is my first attempt my only goal is to be done with it before halloween 08 and if not then I will simply set the dead line for MFF and yes I am going to MFF this year. Again another big YAY for going some where else I've never been before and hopefully while I am out there I can check out some graphic design companies out there to see what their like.

In work related news the move from Pittsburgh to ohio (city unmentioned for good reason) has also served me well at cracker barrel. It hasn't even been three months and I am already being pushed into an assistant managmant position In retail. Of course I am still only just now beginning training in this but hopefully I won't fuck any thing up to horribly to endanger my position.

In WtF news I have two topics Tom Cruise 25 years and hurting creatures smaller then yourself

the first topic I bring up mainly because well... WHAT THE FUCK IS TOM CRUISES STUPID FUCKING ADVERTISING DOING ON LIVE JOURNAL! I do not support his fucking religion and also I think the guy is a fucking psycho and his only best movie is speed the guy is a fuck whit that needs to be shot not advertised. His crowning achievement is promoting a religion that started as a fucking bet I don't think thats something to be proud of TOM CRUISE!

My second story I found on youtube a few days ago when checking my updates. Can't honestly remember the name of the video for the life of me but the video was a news broadcast of how some one who was clearly not in their right mind threw a kitten, A kitten that couldn't have been a few months old mind you, Out of a speeding car window on a busy high way during rush hour traffic. the kitten survived thankfully but the person who saw it and pulled to the side of the busy high way to grab it and take it to the vet to my knowledge doesn't have the funds to get it the surgery to help the kitten survive. My only question is why would some one go through such lengths to hurt something so fragile. I hope who ever did this ends up castrating themselves cause if you can fucking do something like this to something so small and so fragile you don't deserve the right to bare children death is to good for you!

I will give another update when i am further along, also If your going to mff this year please comment I look forward to seeing you.

Today my family died I am the only one left with any mental capacity left to function. my sister insane from the military and drug abuse along with who knows what else my mother an alcohol problem blinded by my sisters rage toward the fact that I actually back lashed after one of the only possessions i had left to remember my father was crassly thrown on the floor after my room raided for a set of dresser drawers.

I took a black light and a large stereo system that was given to me both as gifts by my family and left shortly after exchanging words with my mother. when my sister returned home and saw that I took my shit and left she promptly went nuts. though I can't say what she claims I took from her room I am clearly innocent of the dirty deed as her action of throwing something of mine so crassly vindicates my actions.

So now I sit here with no Father, No Mother, and i am now denouncing the idea that I ever had a sister. she died long ago when she got out of the military.

in the words of Cute with Chris.... thank you for my rage!

Life out here in ohio is going great and its got my artistic fatistic art skills flowing full steam! I have 3 new pictures up and online that i worked my stubern little tail off to complete!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/valeston/

Y A I SPELLS YAI!

there are two things i would like to say in this post that make me very proud ^_^

1. as of 12:20 this afternoon I was tested at the local testing facility for HIV and the results were negative

Y, A, I spells YAI!

2. something that I had to fill out on the application for the test made me realize something. Within the last 12 months I have only had sex with three people and ya know what. that makes me think i should be proud of my self ^_^ the only people I have really had sex with is a very sweet deer and my current roommates both of which i get along with fabulously and they to top it all off went with me today to get tested.

So aside from it all I can truthfully say that sex isn't a high priority to me at all what so ever, besides I would much rather have great friends then great sex.

thedius, Kyr, Frost, Chaz.

I love you all

I have recently moved to an undisclosed location. the reason for this is not because of the local furry drama or any thing like that because... well... frankly I love the fuck out of every body in the local community. The move was prompted and forced due to the actions taken by the person I was living with.

first distasteful action: telling me I had no respect in the houshold and would never get it

second distasteful action: keeping the internet router in her room and disconnecting all other computers from the house and not replacing them when asked

third distasteful action: telling me that every time my friends and I come over we eat all her food when recites show that we had gone out and ordered our own food.

forth distasteful action: stealing money when not asked and bitching when confronted

stealing books when not asked

stealing art supplies with out asking first

the list goes on.

I just could not go on living in a place I was not getting any respect for the work
I did to keep a nice house up on its feet while working a bitch job that still has me crying in pain when I get home from work.

again... sorry for moving on every body so suddenly but it had to be done.

p.s. Thed I plan on doing that bondage picture of the clover field monster for you soon, :D I have the movie close in hand for references now :D

its Thursday pay day mom's car finally blew a gasket I'm home right now and I don't want to be. I work tonight when there is a were wolf the apoc game being played. I don't know if i will be working the night of the fur meet next week or not. my sisters a bitch my sisters a bitch my sisters a bitch.

lets see is there any more the suck that i forgot to mention? oh yeah thats right i forgot that in my ignorance i antecedently spent most of the money from my tax refund because I was to fucking lazy to pull out the cash and actually see what I had. if im accurate in my count i should have about 80 dollars saved so far for the apartment more after I get payed.

If I said this before please forgive me for repeating it. I am doing con badges in time for anthrocon 08 to earn money so far I have very few requests and the ones I am working on now are free for friends of mine. If you want a con badge please comment. help a semi/homeless furry get money for a home T_T

is there any thing else? eh nothing really that I can think of thank you for reading and again PLEASE HELP

the games n nat fur meet went off like a bang and it was like omg furries WHEE! me flanowa dono and his mate krystal all got there at 4 way ahead of every one else. though we were the only furs there till about 6 we kept ourselves entertained by playing some of the games. me and flanowa found the legos and proceeded to go krazy! because we all know legos = uber. the night got even better when the other furs showed up and I got to meet/reacquaint myself with a fur i met at the last games n nat meet.

the meet was fun and if every thing goes well i might be seein darkwolfe tonight and hangin out at his place but thats if every thing goes well.

step one: wake up ... well check on that cause if i were asleep i wouldn't be writing this

step two: call PTI to see if my job placement adviser has any thing for me

step three: go outside clean my car of all the garbage inside it

step four: run to westpoint pick up Krystal and Don

step five: run and get Flanowa load his fursuit.

step six: rin to giant eagle for coin star

step seven: go to games 'n nat for an evening of fun and frolic with local furries ^_^

thats pretty much it in a nut shell

last night as the title shows i finally was bored enough to download book 3 and omfg it was worth it. I woke up at 7 came down out of my loft and sat here and veged out till about 10:40 watching this show. I didn't finish watching them all mainly because i had to stop after nightmares and day dreams.... sheerly because of how twacked out insaine ange became due to sleep deprivation. and i gotta tell ya, i will never think the same about appa and momo ever again... SOME ONE PLEASE MAKE ANTHRO APPA AND MOMO PORN PLEASE!!!!!!!

well thats it for todays post im going to get a shower now and try to be productive.

ny in a nut shell was nothing more then a trip to get wasted wired and shit faced for an entire straight week with some very uconfertable moments between my friends family and his seemingly very creepy and sneeky grandmother. the trip itself I thought was going to be a bomb mainly because right before the trip even began my wallet + car keys said fuck you and dissapeared into complete oblivion

now that im back home i am currently ripping through my entire house cleaning rummaging and digging through my shelves and clothing and cleaning ast the same time and it was only just now that I found my keys. this little development has given me so much happy! it means that im almost certian that i didnt do something as stupid as leave my wallet out side the house and could infact just be hidden in my laundry some where

also while i was looking through my shelves I managed to get all my old sketch books in one place and it just so happens that i found a few of my really old but still really fantastic pictures i did way back in the day. so in addition to finding my keys I found some stuff that will be going on my fa.

thats it for now i will update this post when i find the wallet... if i find the wallet...

till then the search continues

Okay, I heard rumors of this new tv show that tried to take on furries AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE! saw it last night at www.adultswim.com (go there its awesome! major advert boo ya), I think they did an excellent job at portraying furries as party animals and brain surgeons.

http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=8a25c392181768f801181864055d0006

okay so im sitting here waiting for the game to end at 12 noon game time to occure so i can call it end game so i decided to post all the achievements I was able to hit in the time i played dead rising.

Snuff shot j
humanist
legendary soldier
bullet point
level max
zombie genocider
3 day survivor
zombie killer
stunt driver
car jacker
item smasher
marathon runner
zombie hunter
portraiture
the artiste
photojournalist
self defense
freefall

i still need to get zombie brad and kill all the psychos in addition to a crud ton of other achievements i have yet to break yet but I'm working on it :D


yay for more work to be done!

okay once again i did it! i fully jumped and dodged the big v with no body jumping on me... it would feel more like an accomplishment if i didn't have memories of my ex around to haunt me but then again he did kinda fuck me over so its bitter sweet in that respect. so I am still up here in ny i will be home in roughly a couple days because i have work on saturday.

in gaming news i beat dead risings zombie genocider- the goal in which is to kill 53,594 zombies in one sitting. the goal was so worth the beat down, at the very end when the game finished the 3 day mode It loaded the Megaman mega blaster cannon into the emergency room. the next step is to kill 10 psychopaths but that also means playing through the game the gun i got before being a real nifty little shit.

review time for dead rising! how does dead rising stack against other games? its a zombie bashing game if you dont want to fallow the story line and a real heart thrasher when you actualy do get to play the story line. with a few miss givings like waiting almost a full hour for some event to take place on the screen and when that happens you have some insane almost impossibly short dead line to do the quest given to you. another issue i have is if your planning on actually saving people you best be stoned off your ass because its annoying as fuck to try to save those little pricks when your at level 50. its especially bad when your up against the insane fat cop in the fashion store named joe when you have to save 5 or 6 of the little crying female twits.

not dissing the female gender but the game could have been built to let girls stand up for themselves what they needed was the one crazy psycho bitch, my sister for example. if you saved my sister gave her a shot gun you would have back up fire no problem i just wouldn't piss her off or the shot gun will be pointed at your head in more then one occasion.

all in all i give dead rising a 6 out of 10 three points being removed for horrible escort ai, long wait times for plot development, and for not putting my sister in the game as a psychopathic side kick.

in other news fa seems to be run by douche bags but from what i have been told every one seems to know this and put up with their shit. hey if your gonna make your program suck fine with the consumer they will just find something else wont they? In retribution for having a non-sexual shot of his admin frost snow leopard has made several submissions all random in their feature and all non sexual but all under the letter head of being mature. there has been no response from the admin in question for removing the first picture leading us to believe that they are proud of the shitty business they run, thats okay every body will eventually flock away from them, i mean how many times can you get hit with shit to the face before you start going some where else for boners and boobies?

thats about it for the daily update and game reviews ^_^ thanks for reading

okay so im up here in new york (sorry about the mix up the decision of not going changed at the last minute) and every thing seems alright, i bought this cool lion head from the flying jay we stopped at to get gas in ohio before we left...


http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d139/JittersTLongpaw/lionhead.jpg

http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d139/JittersTLongpaw/lionhead3.jpg

http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d139/JittersTLongpaw/lionhead2.jpg

why did I buy this? well I have an idea for a wall tapestry using canvas, charcoal, and acrylics. when finished the end product will end up something sort of like the following.

(the following image was brought to you by the swet between my ass crack because thats what it takes to get live journal and photobucket to work properly together e_e.)





the image is a bit sketchy but its also because my macs built in camera has turned to suck as of late but oh well its there. I am actualy really proud of this idea and i really want to fallow through with it.

okay well there has been little change or recovery done in my bodys general health i still feel like shit but the important thing is at this point the only way It could get worse is if I start with the projectile vomit. thankfully Its my belief that its just a head cold gone horribly wrong and wont be much more then that. I do feel bad now because thanks to this I had to cancel my get together with Paul and his friends. some body keep at least some thoughts in my general direction as I deal with this because when i get sick i begin loathing and when i begin loathing i begin thinking of people i would have no problem killing (being kept in enclosed space should help stop any murders that i may other wise try to commit). other then thay=t its just been a shittie day thanks for reading.


p.s. if comcast becomes any worse then it is now i will buy a twelve gauge shot gun go down to their head quarters and begin taking out head shot! any questions?

well as the title suggests I am not feeling very well, i was sick yesterday but just with a mild cough and sour throat. now it seems that I am barily able to move because some one has put a 50 lb weight on my right sholder and a 100 on my left. yeah feeling shitty is shitty -.-

well today is another weird day with nothing much to do so I got up and finally decided to try to attack the large load of laundry sitting behind me mucking up the joint. so here i am waiting on laundry and I really should be working on my resume. why I am not doing so I can't really say, its just weird. I dont know but i think its gotta do with the fact that im kinda scared about jumping head long into finding a job in the graphic design field. I suppose it is an irrational one as I am sure that I won't attempt to ruin any thing i try to do for a big name company or something. I guess my big fear is fucking something up so badly that the manager or boss actually says "i will never be able to work in the industry again". does that really happen? I know i've seen it in movies before...

aside from me being a panzy about the jobs i want to try for i finally got a little time to meditate and it was actually a good session I feel good ^_^ and my back kinda feels good now too ^_^

UPDATE! (cue cheezy news music)

okay so I got my resume updated, ran around got food went to work to check on my schedual. and now it seems after making a few phone calls the design i made for my first free lance job needs me to put the finishing touches on the cover for his book.

thing is back then I didn't really know how to ink and color with photoshop that well when I took it. so now to make up for taking so long to get it completed im going to do the extra steps to make this project as good as it can be to make it worth what the guy is paying me!

YAY FOR BEING PRODUCTIVE!

okay just wanted to do this for the hell of it and i was actualy quite pleased with what i got ^_^

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Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

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