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nanowrimo- national novel writing month

2009-11-06T22:34:01Z

well i got this idea for a story about pirates and a captian and crew that kinda borders along the same lines of one piece but not really. I dont really know where I want to head with it but what can ya do with just the start of an idea. so here we go! let the novel begin

the salty sea waves crashed against the banks below the docks of the old harbor as the patrons of a local pub slowly gathered around just after opening. Faces young and old new and reocuring and some just passing by the store front gathering supplies before they set back out to sea.

this was bucktooth harbor, a famous port for its exports in wine ale and many others so seeing a pub directly on the warf was no suprise to any one. hence why the pub was famous, many would travel for miles just to taste the ails that were produced from the isle's vinyards produced by the lapines of who worked so diligently to crate it every day.

on this day however the pub would play host to a scene rarely ever played out within the docks of bucktooth harbor. for today just outside the docks a few miles out to sea a ship bearing the mark almost as imfamouse as the docks pub. the flag boar a jolly roger flag unique for the fact that instead of a human skull it boar the skull of a snake with its jaws and fangs hooked around the bones that normaly flew on every jolly roger flag. this would not be your typical day indeed.

"John, go back and pump the hoses in back the pressure in the lines are growing weak again" said a beautiful maiden lapine.

"yes auntie medilia!" lapine child did as he was told running under the bars flip up door like it were a limbo stick that only just pushed his up right ears downward.

medilia, a strong willed lapine of the island who owned and oporated the pub since it was passed to her by her father. she has been here for ages. when asked by several of the passers by who come to the pub why she stays and up keeps the pub she would normaly always say "I love to see the fresh faces that the sea always seems to produce. all of them wanting a taste of our ail." Unfortunatly when most others attend the bar they are in for a rude awakening when they let their hands wander where they shouldn't the last who tried was a rodent who left the bar with its thumb cut off and shoved so far up his nose that he had to leave just to find some one to pull it out.

john, the boy who she sent back to pump the hoses was her sisters son who was their every day during his school breaks playing pirate on the docks with the other kids who lived there. he would always be at the pub watching sailors come and go. envious that he was at an age where he was to young to just up and go sailing like the grown ups always do.

the day continued Madilia served food and drinks to the customers like normal, occasionally getting a whistle from some playing pool. this all quickly came to a hult when a mass of shadows loomed in through the swinging saloon style doors. customers stopped and stared, some looking downright nervous.

the sound of a rattle became audiable as the doors swung open and a group of three naga slithered in. all three wearing plate armor over chain, the first naga baring no weapon and the two who fallows carrying two sabers in each hand,

the rattle is heard once more as the first approches the bar with a grin on its face and a blank white eye staring off straight ahead of him just to the left of where Madilia is standing.

he flicks his toung out several times, "you, bring me some ail."

"that will be (decide price here later)," she says

"he hisses, If you don't want the boy harmed You best just get me the ail, meat!"

her blood runs cold, she sent john back to pump the hoses an hour ago, she just figured he was off playing in the back. It never occured to her that he would be in any danger. she nods her head and begins pouring the glass.

"Well are you going to server me or no..." he is interupted mid sentence as the beer sent hits his tongue. "ahh, thats good, meat."

he takes it in in nearly two gulps before turning around looking back to the partons of the pub and slamming the glass back down on the bar shattering it spilling its contents all over the bar his hand and the floor.

"Now listen up ye bastards this port now belongs to the great capitan, Kissfang!"

Madilia lets out a small laugh under her breath.

"Oh, I guess our host finds the my captians name funny eh?"

"Oh I don't find his name funny at all good sir, but the keeper of our port might." she says with a grin for some unknown reason the look of fear on her face from before desolved.

he hisses in responce. "Keeper? so this port has a sherif? HA! to laugh who is this Cur so we might devower his body and use his head as a mast head!"

"Well why don't you ask him yourself, he just arrived" she says as she stares crossarmed at the double doored enterence with a smile, the two grunts with swords look as well,

beyond the doors a shadowed figure wearing a wide had and what looks like a scarf covering his face besides his muzzle stands. he pushes through the doors revealing a long black leather duster closed only to be accentuated by the large black leather boots.

"ah, come to die I see." the snake hisses.

there is no responce but silence.

"Well, What be the name of the protector of bucktooth port?" he says with a grin.

still no responce, only the footsteps of the great and tall dark figures boots clomping over the hard wood floor as he makes his way to the bar. the sound fallowed by the destinct noise of money being dropped on wood.

"The usual I take it?"

he nods and she begins pouring a glass of a specific ail. meanwhile the patrons all stare in silence to afraid to even make a move to the exit.

"What, be yer name.... cur."

no responce.

"You're silence shall be taken as disrespect and captian kissfang does not take kindly to insolence! Speak yer name OR die, Cur!.

still no responce from the man in the trench coat and hat.

"SO BE IT!!!!!" with a rattel of the tail and the movement of his scaled body the snake man lunges with a fist full boar at his face.

the shot connected sending him flying on the ground to his back on an empty space on the floor. his hat drifting softly down to the floor. the snake stands there rubbing his fist waiting for him to get up with some fight.

after some moments there is still no sign of movement from trench coat. the snake grins "so this is the protector of the great bucktooth harbor? down with one hit I must say I am dissapointed! let us go inform the captian of our victory and let him know this port will be easily taken."

he goes to turn toward the door and walk out but he is stopped when he slithers smack into what feels like a wall of leather. he flicks his tounge a bit and catches the sent of the man who was not a second ago on the floor "HOW THE HELL!?"

the trench coat man begins with a whisper, "you just knocked off my hat,"

"what?!" he hisses

"now I know of you sir fang fist, and I just so happen to know that one of those eyes of yours isn't really blind." he continues to whisper

"Wha... How could you!?" the sound of his voice is of great suprise.

"I know its not blind cause i saw you open it just before you're strike" he continues to whisper.

"how did you see..."he tries to say.

"I must tell you sir that only those who wish to see my face, knock off my hat." he says , "the last time some one who wished to see my face they only saw it for 5 seconds."

"Ha, is that how long they lasted before they vomit over how hidious you are under those scarfs around your head?" he hissed

"No," he said softly "Its how long it took for them to die after they saw it"

"Oh you surely jest, pest. lets see that face of your's It couldn't be as deadly as my captians fangs!" he hisses loudly "I will even open my eye just so I can laugh at your hidious face!"

he backs away from the trench coat fugure a few feet then opens his one good eye "okay lets... what?"

Where he saw the trechcoat figure a amoment before when he opened his eye there was only air. "What is this magic! where did you vanish too!? show yourself!"

before he could say any more the figure reappears a foot infront of his face the scarves that were covering his face flowing wildy behind him. The hair that was matted from being under the ears that covered his face revieled to resemble a lions main. his mouth was open larger then what you would think would be possible for a rabbit but instead of rabbit insicores the fangs seemed to match that of a feroucious lion about to have a feast. the eyes though, they were what caught the snakes attention the most over the visious fangs. one eye looked normal if not cat like the other the size of a small bacci ball but blood red in color with a black dot in the center for a pupil.

It only lasted a second before the world went black to the snake. then the spinal connection between his head and body was broken when the fangs crushed down and ripped his head off rending the snakes scales like a gillotien.

the trench coat figures ears wrapped his face once more covering his eye and blood stained mouth as he backs away from the snakes body still standing up right. the space where his head should have been replaced by a bloody stump the occacianal spurt of blood spewing out the top just before falling down forward landing at his feet.

The pub stood in silence as did the naga standing at the door. their green faces ghost white in fear over what they just wittnessed.

he turns to them his ears moving out of the way of his mouth after he finishes his meal of snake head. he licks his lips "I am captian Redeye of the great ship seafang! This port is under my crews protection, Tell your captian that If he really wants this port, I would be glad to show him my face."

The snakes hiss in anger at him the one to the left bellowing "The capitan will have this port and with the prisinor we will be taking with us there will be no way you can stop....

the snakes words are interupted by what sounds like a small millitias gun fire in the back of the pub fallowed by the flying body of one dead mutilated naga corps that hits the pubs back wall.

"us?" the naga looks at his once ship mate now bloody water sprinkler before looking back to the door he flew out of. "What the hell was that?!"

the door flys open and there stands a tall and proud mongoose with a mini goon over his left shoulder john sitting on his right, two more smaller mini guns under his arms and two shot guns in either hand. "so sorry did you say something? I couldn't hear you over my gun fire! let me introduce myself, I am Ranyard gun smith and also second in command of the great ship Seafang and boy let me tell you snakes what, you picked the wrong port to mess with."

"the two snakes look at eachother, back to Redeye and then to Ranyard, before looking back at eachother then taking off out the door leaving two yellow trails of urien behind them.

Ranyard laughs hard as he sets john down before running out the door after them "STOP! I HAVEN'T EVEN TOLD YOU THE NAMES OF MY GUNS YET LET ME INTRODUCE YOU TO THEM!"

after he exits the building the sounds of the miniguns going off outside can be heard loudly fallowed by some shot gun blasts.

Redeye takes a seat at the bar again setting some silver down "Again, the usual please."

"Think they will be back any time soon?" madilia asks.

"Nah," says Redeye. "Ranyard will have their ship sunk before it even leaves port."

"Really? how do you know?" she asks.

"He has a thing for tourturing snakes."

end chapter 1

chapter 2 will be coming soon this is nanowrimo so hopefully I will be able to get back to this before the end of the month. I hope you like the first chapter tell me what you think in comments.

d&d... most awesome form of therpy ever!

2009-10-16T15:13:58Z

Okay last night was the most awesome night.... EVER!!! I got to hang out with my friends from south side and play d&d. We got started on the game about 9:30 or 10:30. Before i go on, I must say that before this all began I had My buddy, Darkwolf, who ran the game set me up in a previous session to be totally screwed. In the one on one session I had him set me out as I was mugged stabbed and thrown in a dungeon, nekid and unconsious for a few days. (i didn't go down with out a fight i took out six of the 7 kobolds with burning hands on my own)

The funny thing about this was I actually asked for this, "hey dude introduce me in the funniest way you can." be careful what you wish for I guess.

When last nights session began it picked up a few days after i had been locked up. I wasn't so pritty when they found me, stab wound, tied up for 3 days with no way to use the bathroom. Make that mental picture your self and I do belive it will be accurate.

so that being said when they finally do find my sorry ass my character i so worked up and pissed off that when my character gets out I literally take down rooms at a time with a spell called sleep with the addition of another persons characters use of a puff ball gass spell or something that rendered the other half of the room that wasn't affected by my spell coughing and gagging from fumes. once those are done my character, a mage mind you, goes completly nuts stabbing and killing most of the sleeping kobolds like no tomarrow. (I love a character with a good grudge don't you :D)

the night goes on we pritty much with my spells and the brute force of a dwarf mow down this kobold mine one room at a time my rage fueling the fire at every turn.

all and all when it was done I may not have leveled but because I rped the actions so well it felt like I had released 2 years of pent up aggression with the acting I did. today when I woke up it was like the world seemed like it was so much lighter!

I don'g give a flying fuck what they say about D&D or any sort of RP you play! If you get into a blood lust killing spree in a game Its the most awesome way to get shit off your chest with out actually directing it at real people. ^.^

p.s. I almost forgot to mention I tied with the dwarf for best In jest at the end of the game, every body was tied up in who to vote for it was awesome.

white trash lies and faggotry? (please leave comments)

2009-10-13T15:35:14Z

well as we all know I moved back in with my sister and mother. and even though my life out here is much better and fullfilling then the one I had out in ohio. I am still dealing with a little bee that keeps buzzing words of harm in my ear.

My sister, what can I say good about my sister? Well she graduated highschool and made her 4 years in military. That being said let me ask ya this, Does that really matter at all when all she does with her life beyond that is use her boy friends, Smoke pot, and even though she is in collage she doesn't show up for classes and because she is too stoned?

Well lets compare my life to hers, shall we? I like her graduated highschool, I immiditly got into collage had a smashing first year but half way through my second year my grand pap dies causing me to totally botch the last 2 quarters because of heart ache but even though that happened I still never missed a class, and I worked my ass off to get throgh. Now I am aspiring to be an armor smith, I am constantly being handed jobs to help people clean houses for money, just the other night I got offered a job as a roady for a local band.

now that being said, let me ask you guys this. What fucking right does she have to call me a faggot when all she does is smoke pot sit out on her classes and use people to get what she wants when I keep my ass working as hard as I can to make sure I get done what I need to get done. It seems to me that her calling me this simply because I enjoy having sex with men is as the old saying goes "the pot is calling the kettel black"

tell me what you guys think about this in comments.
depending on your feed back it will tell me just how JUST it would be next time she calls me a faggot that in return I flat out tell her "Oh so I'm a faggot huh, Well if im a faggot your a white trash whore and thats all I am going to think of you as untill you decide to straighten you're stupid ass up and take collage seriously! till then don't call me jack shit because untill you get out of collage you dont know jack shit!"

I dont know if that is exactly what I will say but I will find something to say about it.

again please tell me what you guys think.

test adoption

2009-10-12T00:27:46Z

Click Me!

got this new adotion creation website thing thought i would take it for a spin

I am working on a zombie which I plan on completing tomarrow

omg wtf just happned!!

2009-10-11T06:51:42Z

okay today I got stuck in traffic for 3 hours missed the redneck wedding of the century. got to the reception got drunk avoided the bitch and groom at all cost, had like 6 or 7 beers i think it was mickalobe light. then at 7 or 8 i was so drunk i stumbled out got into a car with my aunt tina, aunt kim, uncle duck, and little cousin carli (she didn't drink). we dropped her off with a friend then went to a bar i got my ass handed to me in 2 games of pool with tina. had a lager or 2 there. we left then went to the leagon.

the leagon is where it gets interesting, I had already had like almost 20 beers under my belt. so I was already ripped! when the live band started playing I was the first to jump on the dance floor! To me I was flailing to the beat of the music but apparently to every body else I was like god!!! IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!

but thats not all the story! I drink, dance, drink, dance, drink, dance and dance some more and mean while the whole time the live band is like who is this kid! every single time I'm the first on the dance floor busting an awesome move! I even start break dancing (very simple break dancing, mind you) but break dancing non the less!

I did run into trouble a little while after I got the 2 b52 bomber shots. but the whole night only caused me to lose it once but once I got passed that i left the bath room after having enough sence to clean up my mess and got my ass back out on the dance floor and finished dancing the night away!

By the time the night was over and the band had shut down the band had been so impressed by my unstopability that they asked ME to be a fucking roadie!!!! A ROADIE!!!! omg I was like SO TOTOLLY FUCK YEAH!!!!!

so lets review!
1. I get stuck in traffic miss a red neck wedding (tg!!!)
2. go to a reception get lightly sloshed and avoid a bitch and groom (I give it 3 years befor it dies)
3. go to one bar get my ass handed to me in pool (still fun
4. I go to the leagon get hammered dance and party my ass off, got sick, danced some more
5. BECAME A FUCKING ROADY!!!! BEST NIGHT EVER!!!!!!!

I will be posting more later about my ventures as a roady when it happens. for my own protection I will be leaving out the name of the band.

big mickey and simba

2009-10-10T12:39:17Z

okay good news is i found a big ass mickey mouse stuffed animal as big as i am here is a pic.

dizzy is by his foot for an accurate size comparison. its BIG!

i also found a giant adult simba stuffed animal at the same thrift store but it smelled funny so i passed it up. however I am having my friend who lives near the thrift store get it for me any way... because well... its a big ass adult simba, them things are rare.

pics of that when it gets here.

armor cannot protect the stomach if you DECIDE TO EAT ROTTON MEAT!

2009-10-02T17:13:40Z

this week has been awesome, i finished my first chain mail piece the other day and I am now working on building the link spinner and hopefully soon i can get started on the hoody that attaches to it. Its an ambitious quest but some day soon I hope to begin working on my first set of scale mail links.

now the bad news, In my return from picking up the cutter for the links I was making some food a balogna samich and it was only after i finished eating it that i noticed the mold growing in the package, YAY FOOD POISONING! x_x this is a reminder to all meat eaters and gay men who eat meat to check the meat before you shove it down your throat! this has been a public service announcment from OMG STUPID FUCK TARD WHO ATE MOLDY MEAT!

now back to the chain mail subject, if any one knows a good website on how to make the scales please feel free to throw them at my moldy meat eating face.

and now for a picture of my awesomness!

first day back to work with no vacation pay in sight (e_e

2009-09-13T23:27:02Z

i must reverse a bit back to thursday so that i may imply how upset I was that I was again on on the schedual at work yet again this week for the third week in a row. also to add that my vacation pay no matter how many times I asked them to give it to me it still never got done... e_e my place of employment is awesome in the fact that you can pritty much transfer any where you want in the country.... But damn is it a bitch to get information changed over.

with luck however on saturday when I was told to come in to put my information in on the computer when I arived their and got my paper work all filled out sandy the training leader came in with a slip of paper with a schedual for me on it.

THANK YOU NO CALL NO SHOW WHO EVER YOU ARE FOR YOUR SHIFT AND SCHEDUAL!!!.... sorry you got fired though...

any way so today was my first day back in the store I started in and with any luck I can get shit taken care of as soon as I get payed again! yay for not needing to say "when ever that will be" because its the thursday after this thursday! whooo...

also big supprize here IF I hadn't made the stupid move to ohio I would have A. gotten my par 4 raise already B. I wouldn't have gotten a 50 cent pay decrease and C. I would most likely still have my honda...

oh well beggers cant be chosers in what they are delt with at least I can say I made good friends lost a lot of weight and what not.

as far as school goes I am making an attempt at the art institute online... hopefully my loans can be consolidated and a nasty amount of bad credit can be lifted from my sholders. If not then I will have more then 100 dollars taken from me every week and there will be the end of my pay checks.

but there is a silver lining to this senerio... I still have a car, I still have my license, and PTI IN ALL ITS GODLYNESS IS PUTTING ME BACK INTO REFRESHER COURSES! HELLO NEW AND IMPROVED WEBSITE!!

what does this mean? I will finally get my web site fixed up and I can actually use PTI's unlimited job placement! so even if it all falls through on my ass and I am bleeding money to creditors through my ass AT LEAST I WILL FINALLY BE ABLE TO USE THE SERVICE I WENT TO PTI FOR IN THE GOD DAMN FIRST PLACE!

sorry for using caps and what not but this is just so great that even if I do fail I have a net to catch me.

thats it for this post I guess..

creatures of fa (or!) HAPPY WHAT EVER DAY!

2009-09-08T11:26:40Z

well last night because of that useless end of summer holiday I decided to get drunk. YAY HAPPY WHAT EVER DAY!
Not only does this stupid holiday mark the end of summer it also marks the beginning of the fall which basicly means end of awesome now is time for crap! so prepare yourselfs for the winter ladies and gental men its about to get chili!

now that that general statement is over I would also like to add that last night while I was in my drunken stupor I finally managed to complete my stunt tiger piece for my blog series "creatures of fa" here is the completed set ^_^ enjoy.

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look for these and more on my furaffinity www.furaffinity.net/user/valeston

moving back to pittsburgh... an announcment to dispell rumors

2009-08-12T14:12:20Z

Okay third post of the day yay -.-

First let me say that yes i am moving back to pittsburg second NO I AM NOT BEING FUCKING KICKED OUT! Who ever the fuck keeps saying this shit needs to stop because it keeps leading both frost and chaz to yell at me for something I didn't say!

You guys want to know the real reason why I am moving back? do ya! I will have a better shot at getting a graphic design job if I go back to pittsburgh. I am going back so I can reconnect with pti and clean up my portfolio.

Who ever s saying that I am getting thrown out has no idea what their saying because leaving was my own decision and one that hurts me because I know it will be a long time before I see them again!

My relationship with chaz has taught me stuff like doing work on onforce and technician jobs. Chaz even got me a MAC G5 and a lap top that has a touch screen that has helped me with my artistic abilities 10 fold! In fact I now feel that with these two instruments I can go back home and go in to robert morris university(WHICH I got accepted to right before me and my sister had our little fall out which made me want to leave in the first place)

My relation ship with frost is comparable to us being brothers and I love him even though he does have a temper but who gives a flyin fuck I love that little guy and his spotted ass! (so sexy :D)

Bottom line is neither frost or chaz are kicking me out I am leaving to further my future as well as go back into collage with the aid of the tools both chaz and frost have willingly provided me.

There has also been a rumor that I am rooming with kyr that has not been confirmed so let me say this that as much as I would enjoy living with kyr I can't because in order for me to live with him i would be paying rent which is something I cant afford right now. I am moving In with my mom and my sister because they are letting me live there rent free so I can get caught back up.

and yeah I do have debt with chaz and frost because I am leaving but again to reinterate they are not kicking me out.

I hope this douses that rumor and again I really wish my ariving back in pittsburgh would have been announced as a suprize when I got there but I have had to face angry looks from chaz and frost because some one from a far off corner some where keeps letting stupid fly out of their mouth!

so to end this on a happy note I will be happy to see all of my old fur friends from pittsburgh and I will be attending the local fur meets. just please... no more rumors
-.-

pokemon heart and soul gold and silver + special pokeball trainer!

2009-08-12T12:38:45Z

Okay i finally saw the first trailor for the newest remake that the pokemon series is releasing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V26UCDH4bQk

this is a remake of the gold and silver versions and as the trailor displays the games themselves come with a little walker toy that is reminisent of the old pokemon pikachu toys only now instead of there just being pikachu you can swap out what ever pokemon you want at your side.

I for one want both versions just so i can have 2 of the pokewalker things!

any way last post im doing today check out my art blog here
http://www.unowen.net/tegaki/dblog.php?u=74649

tegaki e art blog, several posts and matthew ebel the ospray of awesomness!

2009-08-12T11:16:13Z

Okay a month ago I found this www.tegakie.com which lead to the creation of

when i saw http://www.ustream.tv/channel/matthew-ebel-on-tour

I found a new musical love interests matthew ebel is a most awesome singer who from what i gather kicks a whole boat load of ass his next ustream show is next tuesday 8/18/09

O_O OMG I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING... HIS NEXT USTREAM CONCERT IS ON MY BDAY!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

keep up with me?

2008-08-11T19:10:22Z

hey Juyst thought i would like to tell ya guys from now on i think i am just gona use my fa a my journal so to keep tabs just check my page there link below.

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/valeston/

tonight I plan on scanning a shit ton of my art as well as maybe getting a few fursuit designs created tonight as well.

YAY ANOTHER RANDOM UPDATE!

2008-08-05T19:12:17Z

Alright, so I moved out here to Ohio with a few furries, Went to morphicon, Met Sonic blue and a few other furries, Also met Borni, Lunar Moonwolf and made a lot of other new friends and now that summer is finally almost more then half way done and the bills are finally being concord and we are now seeing our funds again Its time has come for me to begin doing the things I came out here to do! Yes ladies and gentle furs and all those who are trans gendered I have put in an order for samples of fur to finally yes FINALLY begin plans for a fursuit! the plans and design will begin once I determine what I am planning to order and hopefully between my head and a fursuiter I am living with now (no names yet) the end result will be endlessly adorable the effect I hope to accomplish is something that which resemble a plushie but since It is my first attempt my only goal is to be done with it before halloween 08 and if not then I will simply set the dead line for MFF and yes I am going to MFF this year. Again another big YAY for going some where else I've never been before and hopefully while I am out there I can check out some graphic design companies out there to see what their like.

In work related news the move from Pittsburgh to ohio (city unmentioned for good reason) has also served me well at cracker barrel. It hasn't even been three months and I am already being pushed into an assistant managmant position In retail. Of course I am still only just now beginning training in this but hopefully I won't fuck any thing up to horribly to endanger my position.

In WtF news I have two topics Tom Cruise 25 years and hurting creatures smaller then yourself

the first topic I bring up mainly because well... WHAT THE FUCK IS TOM CRUISES STUPID FUCKING ADVERTISING DOING ON LIVE JOURNAL! I do not support his fucking religion and also I think the guy is a fucking psycho and his only best movie is speed the guy is a fuck whit that needs to be shot not advertised. His crowning achievement is promoting a religion that started as a fucking bet I don't think thats something to be proud of TOM CRUISE!

My second story I found on youtube a few days ago when checking my updates. Can't honestly remember the name of the video for the life of me but the video was a news broadcast of how some one who was clearly not in their right mind threw a kitten, A kitten that couldn't have been a few months old mind you, Out of a speeding car window on a busy high way during rush hour traffic. the kitten survived thankfully but the person who saw it and pulled to the side of the busy high way to grab it and take it to the vet to my knowledge doesn't have the funds to get it the surgery to help the kitten survive. My only question is why would some one go through such lengths to hurt something so fragile. I hope who ever did this ends up castrating themselves cause if you can fucking do something like this to something so small and so fragile you don't deserve the right to bare children death is to good for you!

I will give another update when i am further along, also If your going to mff this year please comment I look forward to seeing you.

No longer welcome

2008-05-30T01:14:38Z

Today my family died I am the only one left with any mental capacity left to function. my sister insane from the military and drug abuse along with who knows what else my mother an alcohol problem blinded by my sisters rage toward the fact that I actually back lashed after one of the only possessions i had left to remember my father was crassly thrown on the floor after my room raided for a set of dresser drawers.

I took a black light and a large stereo system that was given to me both as gifts by my family and left shortly after exchanging words with my mother. when my sister returned home and saw that I took my shit and left she promptly went nuts. though I can't say what she claims I took from her room I am clearly innocent of the dirty deed as her action of throwing something of mine so crassly vindicates my actions.

So now I sit here with no Father, No Mother, and i am now denouncing the idea that I ever had a sister. she died long ago when she got out of the military.

in the words of Cute with Chris.... thank you for my rage!

OMFG ARTEZ!!!!!!! oh yeah and an update too ^_^

2008-05-28T12:13:22Z

Life out here in ohio is going great and its got my artistic fatistic art skills flowing full steam! I have 3 new pictures up and online that i worked my stubern little tail off to complete!

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/valeston/

Y A I SPELLS YAI!

as of 12:20 i am not posative

2008-05-22T17:45:41Z

there are two things i would like to say in this post that make me very proud ^_^

1. as of 12:20 this afternoon I was tested at the local testing facility for HIV and the results were negative

Y, A, I spells YAI!

2. something that I had to fill out on the application for the test made me realize something. Within the last 12 months I have only had sex with three people and ya know what. that makes me think i should be proud of my self ^_^ the only people I have really had sex with is a very sweet deer and my current roommates both of which i get along with fabulously and they to top it all off went with me today to get tested.

So aside from it all I can truthfully say that sex isn't a high priority to me at all what so ever, besides I would much rather have great friends then great sex.

thedius, Kyr, Frost, Chaz.

I love you all

Avatar deleted scenes

2008-05-13T17:26:11Z

moved.

2008-05-13T14:46:14Z

I have recently moved to an undisclosed location. the reason for this is not because of the local furry drama or any thing like that because... well... frankly I love the fuck out of every body in the local community. The move was prompted and forced due to the actions taken by the person I was living with.

first distasteful action: telling me I had no respect in the houshold and would never get it

second distasteful action: keeping the internet router in her room and disconnecting all other computers from the house and not replacing them when asked

third distasteful action: telling me that every time my friends and I come over we eat all her food when recites show that we had gone out and ordered our own food.

forth distasteful action: stealing money when not asked and bitching when confronted

stealing books when not asked

stealing art supplies with out asking first

the list goes on.

I just could not go on living in a place I was not getting any respect for the work
I did to keep a nice house up on its feet while working a bitch job that still has me crying in pain when I get home from work.

again... sorry for moving on every body so suddenly but it had to be done.

p.s. Thed I plan on doing that bondage picture of the clover field monster for you soon, :D I have the movie close in hand for references now :D

i don't want to post but i feel i have to say something

2008-03-06T18:49:21Z

its Thursday pay day mom's car finally blew a gasket I'm home right now and I don't want to be. I work tonight when there is a were wolf the apoc game being played. I don't know if i will be working the night of the fur meet next week or not. my sisters a bitch my sisters a bitch my sisters a bitch.

lets see is there any more the suck that i forgot to mention? oh yeah thats right i forgot that in my ignorance i antecedently spent most of the money from my tax refund because I was to fucking lazy to pull out the cash and actually see what I had. if im accurate in my count i should have about 80 dollars saved so far for the apartment more after I get payed.

If I said this before please forgive me for repeating it. I am doing con badges in time for anthrocon 08 to earn money so far I have very few requests and the ones I am working on now are free for friends of mine. If you want a con badge please comment. help a semi/homeless furry get money for a home T_T

is there any thing else? eh nothing really that I can think of thank you for reading and again PLEASE HELP

fun food and games

2008-02-22T15:48:26Z

the games n nat fur meet went off like a bang and it was like omg furries WHEE! me flanowa dono and his mate krystal all got there at 4 way ahead of every one else. though we were the only furs there till about 6 we kept ourselves entertained by playing some of the games. me and flanowa found the legos and proceeded to go krazy! because we all know legos = uber. the night got even better when the other furs showed up and I got to meet/reacquaint myself with a fur i met at the last games n nat meet.

the meet was fun and if every thing goes well i might be seein darkwolfe tonight and hangin out at his place but thats if every thing goes well.

my day is as fallows

2008-02-21T13:40:13Z

step one: wake up ... well check on that cause if i were asleep i wouldn't be writing this

step two: call PTI to see if my job placement adviser has any thing for me

step three: go outside clean my car of all the garbage inside it

step four: run to westpoint pick up Krystal and Don

step five: run and get Flanowa load his fursuit.

step six: rin to giant eagle for coin star

step seven: go to games 'n nat for an evening of fun and frolic with local furries ^_^

thats pretty much it in a nut shell

so i finally went and downloaded avatar book three (or most of it)

2008-02-20T16:06:40Z

last night as the title shows i finally was bored enough to download book 3 and omfg it was worth it. I woke up at 7 came down out of my loft and sat here and veged out till about 10:40 watching this show. I didn't finish watching them all mainly because i had to stop after nightmares and day dreams.... sheerly because of how twacked out insaine ange became due to sleep deprivation. and i gotta tell ya, i will never think the same about appa and momo ever again... SOME ONE PLEASE MAKE ANTHRO APPA AND MOMO PORN PLEASE!!!!!!!

well thats it for todays post im going to get a shower now and try to be productive.

house cleaning & wallet search

2008-02-17T14:22:27Z

ny in a nut shell was nothing more then a trip to get wasted wired and shit faced for an entire straight week with some very uconfertable moments between my friends family and his seemingly very creepy and sneeky grandmother. the trip itself I thought was going to be a bomb mainly because right before the trip even began my wallet + car keys said fuck you and dissapeared into complete oblivion

now that im back home i am currently ripping through my entire house cleaning rummaging and digging through my shelves and clothing and cleaning ast the same time and it was only just now that I found my keys. this little development has given me so much happy! it means that im almost certian that i didnt do something as stupid as leave my wallet out side the house and could infact just be hidden in my laundry some where

also while i was looking through my shelves I managed to get all my old sketch books in one place and it just so happens that i found a few of my really old but still really fantastic pictures i did way back in the day. so in addition to finding my keys I found some stuff that will be going on my fa.

thats it for now i will update this post when i find the wallet... if i find the wallet...

till then the search continues

OMG ATHF FURRIES!

2008-02-17T05:08:04Z

Okay, I heard rumors of this new tv show that tried to take on furries AQUA TEEN HUNGER FORCE! saw it last night at www.adultswim.com (go there its awesome! major advert boo ya), I think they did an excellent job at portraying furries as party animals and brain surgeons.

http://www.adultswim.com/video/?episodeID=8a25c392181768f801181864055d0006